The more helpless i feel. I can’t help, even with my little persona. She’s out of ideas. I never had any ideas, myself. I feel so useless. I’m getting b’s, which is basically failing my classes to my and my parents’ standards. I don’t feel like i belong with my friends anymore. I’m always tired.
I wish it was December again. For the first time in my life I want to redo things. Make them different. Maybe it would be better. Maybe not. But for the first time, I really, really want to.